For you I will...can i have more opinions plz?

You know that song ,"For you I will(confidence)" By Teddy Geiger?Well that was my ex bf's and my song. I downloaded it on my phone and listened to it.Its one of my favorite songs but I cry everytime i listen to it.I dont know why.Help me plz?

I broke up with him about 9 months ago.We were together for about 4 months( I think) and i broke up with him because I was moving.

I also cant do anything about it cuz he is with another girl and telling her everything he once told me. And the lyrics of that

The lyrics:

"For You I Will (Confidence)"

Wandering the streets, in a world underneath it all

Nothing seems to be, nothing tastes as sweet

As what I can't have

Like you and the way that you're twisting your hair

round your finger

Tonight I'm not afraid to tell you

What I feel about you.

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have

and cannon ball into the water

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have

For you I will

For you I will

Forgive me if I st-stutter

From all of the clutter in my head

Cause I could fall asleep in those eyes

Like a water bed

Do I seem familiar, I've crossed you in hallways

a thousand times, no more camouflage

I want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall.

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have

And cannon ball into the water

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have

For you I will

You always want what you can't have

But I've got to try

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have

For you I will

For you I will

For you I will

For you

If I could dim the lights in the mall

And create a mood I would

Shout out your name so it echoes in every room, yeah

That's what I'd do,

That's what I'd do,

That's what I'd do,

To get through to you

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have

And cannon ball into the water

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have

For you I will

You always want what you can't have

But I've got to try

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have

For you I will

For you I will

For you I will

For you I will

For you I will...can i have more opinions plz?

The other person is right. My opinion is that, you have no closure. It's been 9 months and you have not moved emotionally. I think you still want him, and from what i can tell, he probably was the one who ended the relationship. You need to get rid of everything that was his from your life and move on. YOu are not ready to date yet, but you need your mind and emotions to have closure from that relationship. Your personality seems self defeating. You downloaded something and hear it over and over and relive what could have been and what it was. This is stupid and it only tortures you. YOu need closure and you need to find that closure. No one here can tell you how to do it. We all go thru what you go thru, some handle it well and some don't. I can emphatize. But like i said, we all just need to find a way to move on and you need to do that on your own. You can start by getting rid of that song!

For you I will...can i have more opinions plz?

Im sorry hon, I know you hurt but he has moved on and youre going to have to do the same.The song reminds you of everything about him and the relationship you had.This is why the song makes you cry.